Thank you for posting. I know what you mean about feeling so many emotions every day. Even before this happened I was up and down and he has been back 6 months now. I feel like this is never going to end and life is never going to be right again. I am sorry to hear your H has had an internet A. It is amazing what lengths people who have A will go to isn't it. I know my ex H did unbelievable things to cover his tracks.