Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me. I struggle with the whole "was our love really true?" question sometimes. I think I am still in shock to some degree. I have moments where I forget for a second that we have broken up and it hits me all over again. It's weird because I don't really know I feel that way until it hits me. I just try to trust the process. Fortunately most of the time I am very aware of my situation and can take each day for what it is without obsessing on the loss. Neverthless, I wonder, was my H's love genuine for the years we were together...or was it just a role he was playing and didn't even know it. It hurts deeply to think that it was all an act. I guess there's no point in dwelling on that now. Tonight I miss him and I am totally powerless. I keep praying for release.
Monica
My sitch: Me 40 H 30 M 8 yrs 1 S5.5 Bomb Oct 2005 Sep Nov 2005 H w/ Ow I filed for LS June 2007 H responded w/ D 2007 I have sole P custody, joint L Just need to take care of Final Judgement papers
