I normally post in Piecing and while it is a blessing to have my M back,, I am at a loss. MY H always works out of town he is currently in OH. and I just saw him from Sunday to TUESDAY. I was doing real good on not snooping for a looooooooooong time and his phone died while I was talking to him today and I called him later and I dunno why ( cause I feel no suspiscion and my intuition was not going nuts!!!) but I snooped,, he has calls on there from some girl and I am devesated and more disgusted than anything. I just checked before and she demanded he call her apparently he has not returned her call since yesterday! WE had a fabulous time together and to be honest I thought his cheating days were actually done and he was better. He cheated on me several times during our M only one did I comfirm then he already had OW when he dropped the bomb on me and we have been reconciled since last August and just these past two months have gotten to where it felt right and good and now this... someone please help. I am strong and I am not falling apart I just dunno what to do. I dunno what to think and I do not want to mention I snooped.. PLEASE someone help!!!!! GOD BLESS...
