Good for you, Lin. You sound in a good place, and I'm glad your H has leveled out with his emotions. I like to hear the 'nothing going on' stories, it's nice. Thinking of you.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3