No not in Greece...still in the planning stage...it takes time to plan such a big (read "expensive") trip...
I have been training for my new summer job and working my regular job at the same time this week...it is grueling...I will be working full time this summer...a change from summer's past...
Anyway...H is doing pretty well...on meds for depression that I think are helping...not so many ups and downs...he is doing good with his sobriety as well...no problems there...he just really needs to get a job...he is attending job fairs, sending his resume out, applying online and in person...so I figure something has to break soon...it just kills me that his mom and brother both think I should give him an ultimatum for getting a job and to not allow him to mooch on me...well I don't give him money...basically I feed him...occasionally a movie out but that is as much for me as him...actually more me...but the kicker is they have sent him a b/day card with money in it...well it hasn't arrived yet and he is antsie about getting it...now why, if they think he should be pushing himself to get a job and that I am enabling him...why would they send him money now!!!...oh well...I won't put gas in his car and we will see if he offers to pay for anything when he gets it...
I am looking forward to my new job at summer camp...we are going to be going on a field trip every day...I will be very busy and I hope this will facilitate my weight loss a bit more...I am struggling with that and it is making me angry...anyways...as you can see there isn't a whole lot going on...I am thankful for that...H says he loves me on his own but more so after I express my feelings for him...I think he is trying very hard to be more affectionate...he is helping much much more around the house and taking initiative where he would have never done that before...
This has been a long time coming...he has been in MLC for almost 6 years!!!...so I guess it is about time that things settle down now...I feel very confident that we are going to make it now...his relationship with our creator is growing each day and he is taking his spiritual responsibilities seriously now...this makes me extremely happy...and I let him know how proud I am of him for all of his accomlishments...he is still seeing a Psych and a counselor...so hopefully he will heal more and begin to find his own peace...
thanks for your checking in on me...I don't have much time these days to jump around here but I do occassionally check in on the boards and am always happy to see someone posting to me even if it is to go and read their thread...
