Did you enjoy being sexual with people you felt sorry for? From my reading over the last year or so, and my thinking back over my younger years, I was getting the impression that that was generally impossible
As is my way, I was generally generalizing and overstating the theory. I want to be sexual with men for the usual reasons of attraction. The "feeling sorry" is just a way I rationalize my sexual behavior. If I have sex with a guy just because he's cute, I might just be kind of slutty. If I have sex with him because he's cute and he seems lonely on his birthday then I'm ssort of "the slut with a heart of gold" or something lame like that. Also, I should add the fact that I'm somewhat self-aware about this behavior at this point means that I probably will be avoiding it in the future- Die Cow Die!
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During the early years of your relationship with stbx, did you keep flipping back and forth between raging b*tch and absolutely crazy for him?
I am really never b*tchy because I rarely lose my temper. Anger management is not a problem for me. On the rare occasion I yell at my kids they laugh their *sses off. I am definitely hard to handle at times but more in the manner of Lucy Ricardo or Dennis the Menace. I do things that make people lose their tempers with me- not vice versa.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
