you know WII - I'm so sorry you're here. Struggling. One thing that struck me when reading your post was my H said the same thing. Everyone he worked with knew how much he loved me. But he wasn't showing me.
Talked to a friend yesterday and we talked about jealousy and going out, etc. I told her that he took advantage of the fact that I wasn't jealous. I was ok with him going out from time to time - we all need that. But he took advantage of it.....
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
