Stayed at my buddy's house last night, which was good. Right now, when I'm not at the house, I'm staying with friends. I feel like a burden sometimes (although they certainly don't make me feel that way) and so I'm excited to get my own place. However, I also will need to make sure that I fill the nights where I am kidless...with stuff. I'll still need to make plans and do things.
Anywhooo...talked to Rob for a while last night - thanks Rob! I guess I was looking for confirmation from him that I was doing the right thing...for me. He seemed to agree that I was. I trust Rob's input a lot and so that really meant a lot to me.
My buddy and I got up and were on our bikes at 5:30 this morning. OUCH! A few of his neighbors do this ride every week. What the hey. However....I felt like A$$ on the ride. Horrible. Couldn't figure it out. Well....I took my Trazodone at 11pm last night, up at 5am, downed two cups of coffee, jumped on my bike and then these clowns decided to go from 0-100 in the first 2 miles. Ugh. I had to bail and sneak back. I really think I still had the Trazodone pumping through me. Really lightheaded, got dizzy...not good. I'll remember to give myself 8 hours before riding in the future.
Had a long talk with my buddy's W this morning. She's a smart girl and really seems to understand all of this stuff. Just a good conversation.
And here I am...back at work. I have to take my D to her dress rehersal tonight for dance. Then tomorrow morning the kids have their PMC ride....woo hoo. Should be fun. But tonight will be a busy night for me.
