Well here we are again...Our lives run so close to gether. You have to stay strong it is his lost not yours!!!!!!
HUGS for you... Don't beat your self up because you are a special person.... My H is so relaxed and Happy now after I set my foot down because he doesn't have to be the bad guy and tell everyone he wanted the D. But everyone can see what is going on. Same with your H. He will wake up some day and it will be to late.
Hand in there. I have to run to work...Lots of HUGS....Do something just for you today....