I think that might have had something to do with it, but she was still aware to a good extent what she was doing to. She became so materialistic it was like an early MLC.
I really don't know anymore. I analyzed and thought about things so much for the period that it was happening and still to this day second guess and re-think everything so much that I just don't know. Really she is the only one who can say for sure. Maybe one day the truth will come out, maybe I will never know, but that's something out of my control. Something I won't worry about.
