WOW~ and double WOW~ I am so sorry to hear this sweetie and I know nothing I say will make you feel better,,, she does seem to be trying to push all your buttons and get you to "fight back" and when you dont she gets even angrier? Hopefully Being Me will enlighten you. I am so sorry , you are in my thoughts in prayers~ MY SIL is like this she does not see the role she plays in the R either~ It takes two to make or break an R and sometimes no matter how hard you try if your partner is not ready it seems like you are banging your head against a wall! BTDT~ You are in my thoughts cause yes it feels like hell on Earth! Take it easy~ Crying is ok it will help you feel somewhat better. Last year at this time even with my positive outlook. I was 20 lbs thinner , crying myself to sleep and I smoked a pack a day..... on and on~ Terrible but true.... BUT posting here kept me "above water" so to speak.... DO NOT FORGET TO.... Take care of you as hard as it gets OK? God bless...
