Tam, it sounds like things are moving in the right direction but my big concern is that you sound so completely tied into his every movement still. You seem to continue to live your life around him, you sound so desperate! I don't mean to sound cruel, but if you don't take care of you, and do it for you, why should he want to come back and do it? Again, stop stalking his every move and credit card receipt, you can't make good decisions from a place of weakness, look to your strengths and the answers will come to you from there. Take care of yourself Tam, and I mean TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! You deserve it.
