You sound really good. I feel like I am starting to get to where you are. I do feel stronger everyday. I realize I do not need or want my H in my life the way he is now.
However, I do miss "the old him" and my "old" life with him. I still feel so much pain and anger when I think of his R with Ow. I can't believe that he is building a new life with someone else. When I see him it is so strange b/c it is as if I am talking with a complete stranger b/c I don't even know anything about him anymore.
I am going to talk to my Pastor tomorrow morning about forgiveness and getting past my anger. I hope he can help me . I have never been a very religious person, but since my H and I have S , I have been feeling like I need God in my life.
