Was fine til I got back from vacation!

[Kim07]

Thanks David,,I can always count on you to make me feel better!
What the hell am I gonna do when you're gone! I guess we still have the boards, yeaee!

I'm glad you're getting everything done,,good GALing & good house selling practice,,if it comes to that?? Who knows, you might want to rent just in case you come back? The house is looking nice!

Thanks for saying that i'm a good mom,,you amongst a few others are the ones who really get that part,,you just can't get that from a board ya know! So mucho thanks!

Of course, H has not called, Tm'd or e-mailed back so i'll take my xanax & chill,,go dark & not cancel my appt for next thur.,,if he shows up fine if he doesn't I will have a session by myself.

I called Michele's office & left a mess. for her,,H might be there next wk, might not b/c I blew it & reverted back to my old ways in a matter of 20mins

I have an appt w/an attorney next wk to check out all my options. Funny, the attorney that was referred to me, her office is a few blocks from H's business,,here we go! So far they said he has not contacted any of the attorneys' at that office so i'm safe! That makes 3 that I have contacted & the 2nd appt to go to!

As far as the kids go, I agree that this is affecting me & them differently than H is being affected,,my mom also said she noticed that I am needing "back-up" when it comes to disaplining the children & that I won't get it from H,,I usually don't listen to my parents anymore when it comes to advice, but she did make a good point! I will be sooo happy when that day of therapy comes,,I will feel a lot better understanding how to deal w/this mess w/my babies & to help them thru it!

Take care, keep up the good work & hope to hear from ya soon,
Kim