Thank you everyone. Obviously this is not an easy step for me to take and I appreciate all of you checking in on me.
Dana - I still get the tinglies when you call me S2H. I certainly don't see having drinks with an old friend as breaking my vowes. I guess I need to just keep an eye on my own moral compass to keep it from going somewhere that it may. Because I guess I don't beleive they are over at this point.
And a wonderful 2cents at that F21..as always. Thank you!
Doug, "Hey, what about..... Ah, nevermind." give it up dude..aint gonna happen...plus I think you are all set anyway.
You asked what the worst was that could happen...I guess I could be happy...right? Doesn't sound so bad to me. And don't worry, I certainly do not see myself falling fast and hard. Just looking to go out and have some fun with someone. I will not move faster than I am ready to. And I'm a snail when it comes to this stuff. There is another peice the steady eddy thing...slow and steady. All is good. I feel good.
Actually emailed her back...we may do something this weekend. I will of course keep you all posted.
I certainly don't see having drinks with an old friend as breaking my vowes. I guess I need to just keep an eye on my own moral compass to keep it from going somewhere that it may. Because I guess I don't beleive they are over at this point.