Everyone, I've got to the point that I don't even want to discuss my situation with friends or family anymore. Most think I should seriously think about filing D, but I'm not ready. I guess I want him to do it if it's going to be done. I just come here to journal and get advice from everyone, it has been a lifesaver for me.
Yoyo,
I'd like to suggest that you read about Going Dark...it may help you. You need to be kinder to yourself now, and stop beating yourself up for other people's mistakes. You sound like a fine woman, an honorable mother. Be with your children.
