cat03, I rareley cry like I did that day. I can' remember the last time I had a breakdown,but yes I couldn't help it on this day. After H was "leading" me on all week while Ow was out of town (I set my self up for it too) & only to be smacked down again. My freind was inside the house & so were the girls. I was left in the garage while H kept going in & out picking up things & i was trying to hold it together.
Doing much better now. My H is out of the country and has made quite a few contacts (him iniating all) via IM or phone w/ me!!
