wecome to my nightmare 2

[WAW in the OC]

Husband,

Sounds like you are making memories that no gift can compete with. Like you, I am enjoying my kids while I have unlimited access to them.

Yesterday the W took my kids and ran off to her sisters for the night. She was dropping them off at school today and I met them there to say hello/goodbye. I can't really go too many days w/out seeing my kids. They are the bright spot in this darkness.

W found out I was reading her work e-mails and she thinks because I know about her A that I might do something rash. So she is looking for apartments(that she can't afford). Here in the OC to rent a 2bedroom in a nice area would run $1500-2200 a month! It's crazy expensive. And that's not a super area, just a nice area. I haven't changed my attitude to make her think I'm crazy, I went and played tennis last night after she said she knew I was reading her e-mails.

She is going dark on me! I am researching attnys to start the separation so that her bills for her and OM won't be my responsibility. I hope this alien that took my wife returns the person I married soon. She so still full of anger that she can't talk, look or even e-mail me. I will let her stew in her own anger.


Buddha said"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who ends up getting burned". I myself have no anger, just waiting for reconciliation or independence day!