can you do basic cable? Do you have high speed internet? You can get a lite version through most cable companies or do dial up. I know it's not convenient but it might help.
In our sitch, I have not retained a L but I have talked to one. We're close to the same sitch - he doesn't want anything, but he doesn't even want shared parenting...
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
