Reading your posts (specifically your responses to me) are like me taking a deep breath!! (Thank you.) My IC is out of town this week. I made reservations anyway for the beach for 5 nights from that Friday night to July 3rd. I had dinner with my GF before work last night. I knew I'd be off early (11:30 instead of 1), so DH and I had plans to meet for a drink, but that fell through.
I can't believe how strong you sound!! I wanna be like you!!
I was wondering why you were having a colonoscopy!! I'm glad everything is okay!! Did you do okay? I had another GF have one last year, but it's cuz her mom passed away from colon cancer. My GF had to be sedated, though, cuz she was way freaked...
I've been taking my ativan for a few nights and sleeping really well and staying asleep. It's addictive though and since I was so tired last night, I didn't take one. Great. I'm still exhausted but I was having a nightmare that even when I woke up and went back to sleep, I went back to that nightmare. Don't you HATE that??!!! I've had it before. Weird. Finally, I decided I had to get up... that I could go back to sleep later. The last part I remember (and I remember a good deal of it) was me throwing wet white clothes in a bag cuz I had everything else packed. I could not take pictures/photo albums/mementos. We were being chased out... just overall weird.
Bought DH's Father's Day gift yesterday. 13yo and I went and bought him this boom box that works with your ipod. It's also a CD player (why? LOL) and an alarm clock. (DH doesn't have one.) It was a very thoughtful gift, I thought. LOL!! I usually like to give him photos of him and the boys (I love photography... no, I'm not that good, but *we* like them... lol). Anyway, I only have one good picture of DH and 7yo... none I'd really want to enlarge and frame of him and the other boys, so I won't be giving that to him this year.
