Oh, my sweet Penny... How are you doing? I haven't been on the board for a while - have been in the middle of a whirlwind myself trying to sort through a lot of things. I finally logged on again tonight and read your developments. My heart is on the one hand breaking so much for you right now and on the other hand just wanting to console you and hope that this is going to move you in the right direction, whatever "right" means for you. It will be interesting to see how he reacts to your change of heart... I'm thinking about you, Penny. Hang in there, and know how much we call care about you.