I'm calling it a night - I am exhausted after the week's events so far. Today was a pretty decent day. I was a bit of a rollercoaster, going from feelings of happiness to crying at times. I think it depends on what I'm thinking about. When I think about the possibility of my future and the fact that this man doesn't love me and doesn't wish to meet my needs, I feel happy knowing I am free of that and will be able to really heal and move forward. When I think about what we could have or had at one time, and that he isn't willing to give that a chance and that we're losing the possibility of that, and the craziness of it all, then I get really sad and grieve. All normal I'm sure.
Good day overall though. Had counseling, mowed the lawn, cleaned the house, hung out with a friend, did some baking, and had a few people at the house tonight for grilling. The company just left and I am ready to collapse with tiredness so I'm calling it a night.
Hugs, Dana
Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking. -Marcus Aurelius
