I sense that you just love BB so much that you have no desire to leave, but keep searching for how to help her to want and desire you and sex in your R the way you want it.

I wish I had the magic potion for you, I truly do!

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10