I know. I just get sooo pissed that she continues to lie. I promise cross my heart and hope to die stick a needle not to ask her or show her that I give a good sh** what she's up to. I knew I shouldn't have said a thing the second I said it. Here is the deal, I took my last vacation day to parent my child because she was desperate to find someone she trusts. (I might not cut it as a husband in her eyes but I'm a he*l of a "babysitter", her words.) I love every opportunity to spend time with my child. I'm training for a triathalon and I can only run in eve. and early mornings to get the distances I want. The thing that piss** me off is that I keep falling for the "poor me" crap. She knows I would never let my daughter suffer for her and she uses that to her advantage. No good deed goes unpunished i guess. Iknow its a control issue and I have to let it go. What does anyone think about going dark and un available?
