Mike, Angry, I do feel a bit more in control of things now. I can rest knowing that I have someone looking out for me. Unfortunatly, after talking to my L and the OMW today I am now a bit down. I hate feeling this way. Your mind starts racing and you feel that you just need to know what is going on. I won't snoop. I haven't in a while and feel much better for not snooping. It is now easier to let my W go ahead and ruin her life not knowing all the details.
Unfortunately, I feel that my WAW will never comeback. I cannot control her or make decisions for her so I know it is out of my control and either way I will be fine. I'm just now in a funk thinking that tonight is a perfect date night for my W and the fact that I am spending the night at my parents house with our girls they can shack up together in my house. Who knows if this is her plans or not I cannot/should not be dwelling on it. I have softball tonight so hopefully after I hit a couple of homeruns I will be feeling better.
