When's it my turn?

[SDFoundGirl]

Hey SD, reading your last post, it suddenly felt like the puzzle pieces fell into place - the dots connected - something like that. Am I reading too much into the connection between the bolded statements above?

Well...I wasn't conscious about it, but there's probably some relationship. It's not the whole thing though...I guess it just felt like his job was far more important than our M, and THAT'S weird for H. He's never been a job focused guy. Who knows?

H is out of town for a conference this week, and that's been really good for me. I've had lots and lots of time to think and reflect, and I've figured out I need to let go of what I can't control. Like Jen, I've expressed my needs and expectations, now I have to let go and let H make his own choices.

I took the day off of work and took care of ME. I've been having such a hard time lately.... Well, today I had a friend of mine give me a Reiki treatment. It was my first time, and I have to say, it was AWESOME. She worked on me for about 90-minutes, and when I got up, I was a whole new SD. Back to that happy, self-confident, calm SD of last summer. I've felt so out of balance, and it's like everything is fine tuned again.

Don't know how it works, don't care, I feel better, refreshed, and refocused today.

Thanks Dana for popping in. Yeah, I know about the end of the school year...that's a huge part of the stress. It's a good thing H is out of town while I finish up, though I think he could safely come home now that I've had my treatment!!!

SD