WELL I HAD A FABULOUS TIME! WHERE TO EVEN BEGIN?

I can say that whoever posted maybe this would have come to a head at any rate when he had his outburst was most definitely right,, he was just waiting for me to mess something up so to speak to let out all the stuff ( not justifying it by any means~)
he did mention it again and I told him yeah I am sorry I got invovlved she just overwhelmed me... she called my H private for 12 hours straight on Sat. he finally told her off. And now he sees what I meant all along when he continued to talk to her. Then after twelve hours she calls me and acts INNOCENT?! WTF?
As much of a LADY as I am I had had JUST enough. I finally spoke my mind and I feel soooo much better. I told her everything I have been wanting to say in a calm voice and she hung uo on me and said NOW she will respecy my request not to call me cause she sees I do not want to talk to her? really sweetie what gave you the first CLUE? So enough of her~ and her sickness~ I am proud of me for getting that off my back.

So my H picks me up at the Airport and he was LATE cause of work and he said he was sorry * ! ( \:\) he never says sorry especially concerning work ) . On the way to the city we briefly talk @ his drinking and he says yes I think it has gotten out of hand. *! \:\) We go to get a room and of course cannot keep our hands one another as hard as I tried not be a N*mpho... it was awesome to say the least *! ;\) .
We rented a room with a hot tub *! \:\/ Then he is tired so he says what do we do? and we could have just been sleepy and laid there but I wanted to have some fun with him so I do a 180 for me and TELL him what we are going to do!!!!! *!
We go to a local bar and have a few drinks,,, he mentions other woman briefly ( that my ex GF BF mentioned her etc etc) and I wanted to choke him but obviously did not,, sooooo his face got red and I mean real red ( he has beautifull dark skin) ( I guess the look on my face said it all ?) and he stopped talking about it immediately. I am over it and yet I would rather talk @ a ROOT CANAL than her!
So a few drinks and nice convo later he says " LET'S GO TO VICTORIA SECRET!!!" *! \:D I think this is a great idea he has not been there with me in over 5 years! I ask the Bartender how to get there and we are off. He picked out some beautiful things for me and said he was embarassed to be there , I said " Are you these women are thinking wow he is *())&& awesome he takes his wife to VS!!!!! So stop it~"
We get back to the room and I model the "stuff" for him. FUN, FUN FUN~ *! ;\)

All I can say is he went to bed one content man~ I was really just being in the moment not worried about anything ( not even the D*MN Tattoo!!) and enjoyed myself. I am having a tiny problem with lubrication and I hate to be so honest but the passion is there my body just is not cooperating or maybe we are RUSHING? I dunno,,, so ladies can you help with any ideas? I did say the nest day we could get some lubricabt and he said you could also just get more lubricated. I took that as my chance to explain Female 101 ( well as best as I know!) and said wellhoney I am there and feeling it and I wnat you do not take it personal, I also need you to know I am not getting any younger and as women age we lose the ability to get lubricated,, so do not feel bad we just need to take it slow and go from there~ I love you dummy!
Oh yeah he said ILY to me so many times I lost track and I felt so content. I also once again remebered last year at this time and it made it all the more special.
Also while I was there I talked to him several times about his drinking and he agreed and says he wants to get healthy,, so I know it will be hard and it will ahve to come from him , but it is a start anyway.

I can say he demonstrated a tenderness I have not seen in ages and he really went out of his way to treat me like a LADY.
He didso many small things for me that I cannot begin to post them and they all say to me that he cares very much for me ,, They are all things he was not doing til I was who he needed to be~ he told me this a few months ago....

" I used to do x, y or z and when you are who I need you to be then I will do them again and not before!" just for instance the simple act of him zipping my luggage and checking to see if I left anything behind were huge for me.
And he did them genuinely not like hey I really dont want to but if it makes her Happy,, this was HUGE******!!!!!!!!!

We ML many times and I made sure I looked FANTASTIC too... He did say i need to start taking better care of my body and he is right but I did not let that stop me ( in the past I would have) he said I am not trying to be rude honey but you are supposed to be working out and you arent. So IN essence he wants me to take care of me and that says Volumes to me. I am sitting out in the sun typing this so I can get some color ( I am very Fair) and it feels goos to take this time for me. I spent the morning clEANING AND GOT THE KIDS TO HELP W/O TOO MUCH FLACK.
I like this new stronger WOMAN, I am becoming. I can still be beautiful and kick some a** too.
He kept calling me his B*tch and he knows I am sensitive so when he said it several times he STOPPED!!!!!! and said " I am not offending you am I honey?"
And I said" thanks for asking actually no, I am your B*tch and I am getting stronger so I know you enjoy this side of me and that is why you are saying it!" " I also want you to know I love when you joke around with me and arent angry and can have fun with me and are relaxed enough to say whats on your mind~"
What is awesome about it is he is acknowleding this new me I am trtying to get the kinks out of.... KICKING SOME A** COG!!!! I love it!!!!! I hate that word but when he says it like I am making him feel like a Man and he is feeling FRISKY oooooh that gets me going to keep working on this hidden side of me. Sexy clothes , a NEW attitude, being assertive and ML to my man are all working in my favor to get ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT more intamicy!
God bless....