Dude, don't do that to yourself. Why, because ultimately you are setting yourself up for unintended expectations. That is you in your subconscious mind are hoping she's all of the sudden have an epiphany and "come to her senses and lust after you". Sure it's a nice fantasy but when she's cold, bitter and angry towards you (a possibility) then you are going to take a serious downturn.
So please don't even go there right now. Maybe you can when she starts to show you a lot more but not right now.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
