Good reply Mojo, I feel a little less concerned/worried about you.
"I think it's because you have a lot of the sexual healer in your sexuality." LOL After your 2Bx left and you talked about not having the $$ to pay for some things, an old TV program I saw 10/15 years ago came to mind. This semi-armature therapist/hooker worked with guys like HW's H to get them over their sexual hang up, or so the story goes, according to the men.
I was thinking two problems solved (Low money and no sex) but then thought of the confident Hank you invented-some one that didn't drain your cow, and thought to myself, bad idea. Mojo needs to be getting sexual/emotional input, not be giving it.
I can't be mixing my need for $$ with my need for !! . OK. Sounds cool.
It's bad enough that I sell books for a living. ???????? I don't understand what is "bad" about selling books?
If you feel bad about selling books, I guess I should feel bad about only being a self-taught auto mechanic who dropped out of school in the 10th grade, which I did for a long time.
It wasn't till I went to college around the age of 43 did I meet a hot looking, almost divorcer, 30 something female professor, who called everyone on their own putdowns.
Did her actions/advice cure every one of their thoughts "I just only or too bad I only” (FIB), No, but her advice and direction really improved attitudes.
If you think it is bad enough selling books, I guess it’s too bad I only fix printers.
Used books saved me big $$ when I was in college, as it does the same thing for lots of other students.
When I got the combination of same professor, same book with hi-lighting and notes, that equaled a leg-up in some classes I had.
Other than writing and book selling, what line of would you be doing now?