I had talked to a L when it was all beginning and they said if we could make this friendly and agree on everything that I wouldn't need one.

I don't have the $$ for one

This can NOT break me........but damn it feels like it might.

....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
D=ok