So I have another family therapy session scheduled for tommorow with my wife. Last session, the therapist ended the session with asking my wife to think about working on the marriage. Since my wife hasn't given any indication of wanting to do that, this session is supposed to be us talking about logistics of seperation for the kids. I am going to push for a 4 day split. I think the girls are too little for 1 week on 1 week off. Or maybe i'll just miss them too much. I don't know.
I guess i'm tired. I know tommorow is going to be a hard day. I am going to do my best to stay 'grey' in the therapy session, as much as it hurts I am going to try to stay focused and positive in my desires to make this the best for my kids, without talking about the relationship or my desire to make it work.
This week has been hard. My wife has been super friendly towards me, and i'm not sure what to take from it. I know she is confused right now, but I am torn between enjoying the time together, and feeling like she is getting her cake and eating it too.
Oh well. I guess we'll be seperated soon enough, and then the story changes.
