Matilda, You will be okay, because you are a strong and loving woman who did everything that you could to save your family. Honestly, I'm about to get to the point that I'm ready to basically say the same things you have. We have to take care of ourselves and our children. You are doing these things. You are a moral person.
Sending lots of love and hugs your way! Yoyo
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
