Yeah if it was from a neighbor..who knows. She may have just used the neighbor as a sounding board that day.
Well I thought the neighbor was being a helpful influence, come to find out she's NOT! Shoot! However, I know my W makes her own decisions. She takes influence and advice and weighs it against her own ideals, thoughts, opinions, and does what she wants. The fact that she even said she was considering reconciliation is HUGE, as you all know. It's the glimmer, despite what she tells the Pastor. What else would she tell him? She's not ready to take the first real step toward reconciliation, but she is willing to keep looking at me to see if I'll pass the tests. That's what tomorrow night is.
Again, I feel really calm about this. WAY more so than last time. Shoot, go back to that thread and see how freaked out I was and it went really well.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
