\:\) thanks, Hair.

I guess a lot of where my *emotional* days come from is the fact that w/ the DB'ing and all, we never really had any R talks before he left. It's like the D bomb sitch never happened and obviously that's not true and I'm left to wonder why he even changed his mind, let alone if he really thinks we are going to be ok now or what. And then on the other hand, I beat myself up and tell myself I'm being a stupid chick and need to just get over it.

Also, I get mad at myself because I always have been the strong & independent type and I hate feeling like this -- so insecure and like I'm depending on someone else.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10