Ellie - that's another thing that I think MAY be a problem but obviously this isn't the time to bring it up. I do like kids, but with all my health history I can't have them. Well... I probably COULD but it would be dangerous to both me and the child. I thought we had mutually agreed to move forward together and not have kids. We looked into adoption at one point but we both decided against it. But now I don't know.. did we decide that because he knew he wanted out? Does he really want kids and told me he didn't?
I've thought all along that the two unresolvable "issues" we may have are if he can't deal with my physical limitations, or if he has changed his mind on the kids issue (even that, I am willing to talk about options, but again... obviously not the time).
To be honest, the thought of him not turning around breaks my heart because I still love him so much. I know that's entirely his choice to make, and it's not up to me, but I'm not ready to force the issue (yet).
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
