Again, thanks. I am slowly starting to feel better today. Some good signs here:

1. He is staying at "our" house while the girls and I are gone (to take care of animals) - He could have told me to find someone else.

2. He bought me a nice ring for mothers day from the kids - he could have just given them $20 and let them buy whatever.

3. He kept the mushy card I gave him for his birthday - could have thrown it away.

4. Told me not to spend money on the house until after vacation so the girls and I have enough money and have a good time. Awww, he cares.

5. Even though he knew (we discussed this Sunday night) that he didn't have to get the kids yesterday, he called me to ask if he had to get them - his way of just wanting to hear me voice???

6. We went out to dinner as a family for our birthdays and he paid - he could have just flat out said NO!!!

Ok, so there are a few. I could really go on and on because there are many more. I guess writing them down here has made me see the bright side of things.

I am ready to head out for vacation.........but, I will miss all of you!!!!! How am I going to survive for 6 days without you all? What am I to do when I feel a panic attack or a meltdown coming on? \:o