Ok people, I am having a rough day. Not as rough as UA though. I feel bad for ranting on here about something so little when she is going through hell.

My problem is I don't want to go to the beach now. I don't want to be away from H for that long. I know we have been apart for a long time already but not so far distance wise. I hate these vacations without him. I just wish we could have a family vacation again.

Anxiety is starting to hit me. I can feel a panic attack coming on. I hate them!!!!!!!!!!