Jazz~

I guess it's hard when you seem to be going forward, then end up going backwards. The good side is that when he does things like that, it's easier for me to not want him back.

Steve, Grace, ISLH~

Thanks, you are all correct, of course. I am proud of how I acted and that's what matters.

Disrespect is a major hot button for me, not sure why that is. It's something I will think about.

I have thought of a new, probably more accurate reason for this behaviour - he's not worried about his job anymore. When he was down, he wanted to talk, wanted my support, but now, he's back to his old, cocky self. And if I'm not "useful," why treat me well? Anyway, just goes to show that his changes are only on the surface (at least with me).

Too hot to sleep last night. For some reason my room is super-hot. I'm thinking of getting central a/c installed, just have to bring myself to spend the $3,000.

N


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