How are you? I haen't seen where you have started a new thread. It is a horrible feeling. I think today was more relaxed for me knowing I had put my foot down and said no more. That he was using me and I wasn't going to stand for it. He has called me all day long some I took and some I didn't. It made me feel a little better because I had always thought I should do something over this last one instead of trying to get him to come back. He knows I am serious when I decide something I will go thru and stand strong. Not that we can really file anything till fall but I have put up the stop sign and he is feeling alittle different. He said he is really screwed up and is working on him self. I have 2 super sil's that are so nice. ONe is his sister boy was she furious at him I would hate to be OW around this sil or even the other one. They both know her and what she is like. Well guys your are super and hope things are going better for you. I haven't told my boys yet they are gone. They have before told me why are staying mom. I always told them to hold my family to gether. I think I gave it my best shot. If he decides to come back sometime maybe or I guess we will figure it out. I finallly quit blaming it all on myself. I have to be strong and move a head for me and the boys. Thanks again....
