LL-love language. Check out amazon.com for the book. You need to figure out HER love language so you can speak it to her. SHE needs to feel you love her. She hasn't. THAT needs to be rectified.
I'm not upset with you - just wanting you to read the posts to you before posting - because a lot of your questions have been answered for you.
I know this sucks, I KNOW it does. But you have time on your side so use it now and fix you.
And P.S. I asked YOU if YOU had seen a counselor - for your anger, etc.?
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
