I've got to the point that I don't even want to discuss my situation with friends or family anymore. Most think I should seriously think about filing D, but I'm not ready. I guess I want him to do it if it's going to be done. I just come here to journal and get advice from everyone, it has been a lifesaver for me.
I am with you here Yoyo. My parents would never speak to H again so I can't even tell them unless we do D. My 4 closest friends have definate opinions so I actually haven't spoken to a couple of them in a few months. They upset me too much when i do! A couple of others are supportive but I feel really stupid when I talk about everything I've put up with. AT least people here understand.. If nothing else, we all have experienced the same emotions.. Yes.. Thanks everyone