Thank you for your reponses - I feel as if I am in a nightmare that I can't wake up from. I am going out of town for a couple of weeks with the kids, so hopefully I can clear my head. I would like to say that I have handled this with grace and dignity but I haven't - I have flipped out a couple of times on him. This is the hardest thing I have ever been through. I did start to take anti-depressants because I couldn't make it through the day without a break down. Tough since I work full-time and have the children 95% of the time.
