BEGGING!!! CRYING IN PRAYER !!!BEGGING GOD !!!. then ow does he work ?
Crying in prayer. OK - that's not a bad thing.
Begging...again.....God is not Santa Clause. He doesn't drop off presents because you want them. He does things #1 - in HIS time and because #2 - He has a plan for you.
Your job now is to figure out yourself. What went wrong on your end with your M? Did you two seek counseling? What do you think your wife needed from you that she didn't get? How do you think she felt if for 19 years (is that right) you bounced back and forth between her and another woman?
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
