S has been back for about 2 weeks now, and it's not been a rose garden by any means. Now his old car has died, and that opens up another can of worms. He called his dad, but his dad only said he'd keep his eyes open for a replacement. No offer to go out car hunting, or help financing was forthcoming.
I have no clue as to sons employment..if it's secure, if it will ever turn into fulltime with benefits, and sometimes I wonder if it's even a job, or some story that he's sticking to.
In other words, although it's kind of nice having a warm body here again..it certainly is less than desired atmosphere. I have such doubt in whether I'm being told the truth about job, etc...and I hate feeling that way about one of my sons. They weren't raised that way.
I know he's trying to come off like a 'man', when his own self-confidence/esteem has taken such a beating...and when he had no real male role model during those late teen years, but still. I know it has to kill him to admit his mistakes, but isn't it better to be honest than to damage trust? Geesh...I sound like I'm talking about a MLC person!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway..I'm still hanging in, but trying to decide how best to handle this all. Believe me..praying is the first thing I did, and continue to do, and hopefully He will set both son and I down the right path soon!
Love to you all!
Women are angels. And when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly...on a broomstick. We are flexible
