hey whatisis, I "witness" a bit of your fight, and you worked and fought hard for your M, there shouldn't be any regrets in your part, just wanted to let you know that I'll keep you in my prayers and you find a new road for yourself, you deserve it.
All I can suggest is, when the separation does happen, that you decide to be happy every morning, regardless of the sitch, that you refuse to loose the day to misery.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.