NMHurting,

There is only ONE that is all knowing and understanding. I was once like you, wanting to know - but I've learned along the way that it's not in the knowing, but in the learning about oneself and their circumstances along the way.

Believe me, as you draw nearer to Him, aspects of your relationship and such will be reveiled.

One such revealtion about me occured in a dream - whereby it literally felt as if a new heart was put in -- I then woke up crying and ask what this was all about - my heart of stone was replaced with a heart of flesh. I know, it sounds far fetched, but I'm sane!

As you journey forth with Him, be open and observant to what comes your way - He communicates in many ways and circumstances.


H40 W40 S9 S7 D4 Sep:Nov/2005 Optimus My Sitch Marriage is like a garden, it needs constant tending too.