Losing my attraction to him.

[mkultra]

It would have been ten years this month yet we were together from our teens. We were each other's great loves, but adulthood proved to be too much to handle. Babies, mortgage, lay offs, etc. He is straight to me, but he is also very secretive. I feel like cheating and bisexuality would be deal breakers for me, but who knows? The weight loss was a huge catalyst to our separation. He would not speak to anyone about it and he called me a nag and paranoid. I think I insulted him when I told his parents to talk to him about it, so he left after that argument. He tells me he wants to stay best friends since we that is how we started 20 years ago as kids. I am praying wife although we are not religious and I appreciate prayers from my friends and neighbors.