It is good H is gone right now. He has so much work to do on himself. I know this is tearing you apart, but it is probably best you don't see him right now. You need time away to heal and process.
I hope you are trying to take care of yourself by getting more sleep and eating. I hope your kids are doing better also.
Of course you feel anger, he has betrayed you again. You deserve to feel anger. The first month my H disclosed his affair all I could keep on saying was that I wanted to "chop his gonads off".
We are here for you.
Luv Goal
Me: 45 H: 43 Married: 19 years Dated 05 years Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"
