You are not "never interacting", JR. You are simply not interacting for the duration of the PO (how many days are left?) in order to keep your butt from getting in trouble for failing to abide by the terms of it.
You are also not "out of sight out of mind". She has a little boy with her everyday that ensures that.
If you want to spend your time thinking about all the 'what ifs' spend it thinking this:
"what if I don't get my sh*t together before that PO expires?"
