OM/PA, MLC and the hits keep coming............

[WAW in the OC]

Andyv,

thanks for the uplifting pep talk. I am awestruck by your will power in the midst of your personal trials. I have moments when I can't take it anymore and just break down in my room.

You are correct in focusing on raising your DD and keeping yourself in great shape. I have been doing the same but when I stay idle I focus on the A and OM and the things they've done. When I play tennis, fish, jog and exercise I can't think of her.

I too have a great family, great kids, a good job and my excellent health. I just feel like she is having all the fun w/ OM and I wouldn't dare get another woman(even though I really want sex)to satisfy me because it's wrong while I'm married.

Anyway, in 6 months I'll know if I'm single or still married. At least this hell won't drag on for years! and that's a good thing!

I just need to get your attitude and block out the bad, let in the good. Grasshopper is learning to focus on good not bad.